I look back at my writings and poetry and my heart hurts
I have lost my words, I am not the person I was once was.
Where did I go? How do I find my words again? The kind that speak from the essence of me
What has caused the loss? Where can I find the words?
Only I can get them back, only I can discover what the missing link is- I want to yell, and shout -but at who?
I want to blame something, someone but all paths lead back to me, my choices, my life, my grief, my anger
Betrayed by self, is there anything worse?
This above all; to thine own self be true.-William Shakespeare-